This day last year I went on my first date with Brian Warshauer :) the day before that I met him on my birthday, best gift ever? Haha #timehop #love #firstdate @warshauerbrian
Many sleepless nights for mom and dad.. But this guy gets to sleep whenever he wants. What a lucky guy lol #teamnosleep @warshauerbrian
Bentley is 3 weeks old today and I started the breast pump today!!! It went great :) I am so happy I got close to 4 ounces so I’m one happy mama :))))) Brian will be able to feed him finally and I can finally have some stress taken off of me because other people can feed my son… So WILL BE ABLE TO CELEBRATE MY 21st BIRTHDAY ON SUNDAY!!!!! My mom said she would watch Bentley overnight and it is much needed, I love my son but it will be nice to go out and celebrate without worrying about feeding my handsome little boy, and I will be able to drink for the first time in almost a year!!! Overall today is a good day. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders lol who knew pumping some breast milk could make you feel so happy. I just rocked my lil guy to sleep and my gosh is he adorable. :)
He looks like an angel @warshauerbrian 😍💤
I love everything about motherhood…. Except diaper changes.
Chillin with mah main #cutie @warshauerbrian
Starting a family wasn’t something I planned on doing in my early 20s. I haven’t even celebrated my 21st birthday yet. Having a baby is really hard and is a big change of lifestyle. My son is only 11 days old and I’m not going to lie it’s a hard adjusting to this new life. I am lucky to have Brian’s help . I love my son, which is what gets me through the tough transition from young crazy in love kids to full fledged parents. It saddens me a little that I was only with Brian for 2 months until I got pregnant, our one year anniversary is next month. We only had 2 months together of just us getting to know each other. Then we brought a child into the world. It’s a twisted little love story but it’s my story. Now that my hormones are slowly retreating I am finally feeling like myself again and Brian and I can get to know each other better with the “real me” being around. We just have to do it with a child as our number one priority. I’m not going to lie becoming a mother is very stressful for me, because it is really hard , I wonder if all mothers feel the way I do after bringing a child into the world. I feel guilty for having these thoughts, for feeling stressed and scared and a little sad at times. Shouldn’t a mother only feel happiness and love after having her baby? I think it’s selfish of me to have these thoughts. But don’t get me wrong. I love my son and Brian and my new little family. Coping with this huge change in my life seems to be a lot though. Maybe I should talk to someone.
Aww ❤️ @warshauerbrian #photoshoot #sneakpeek #newborn
It feels so good to have my body back and not be pregnant. My swelling is going down and I love that I can sleep and any position I want!!! Now I just gotta start working out in exactly 3 weeks! :) and I’m really happy that I don’t eat all the time like when I was pregnant. Ahhhh oh and the mommy life ain’t that bad either once you get adjusted and that seems to be comming along quite nicely :) and on top of that my love Brian is such a great daddy and is so helpful ❤️
Bentley naps, Brian plays his video games and I read my boom till I fall asleep zzzz @warshauerbrian #familytime
One of the first few moments with my son❤️#labor #love #firstsight #purehappiness
That face😍 #melting #love #baby #handsomman @warshauerbrian
My beautiful boy!! So calm and so peaceful ❤️❤️❤️ #babyboy @warshauerbrian