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Live&Learn

I like writing music, and hanging out with friends and going on adventures. I have a crazy imagination. I'm high right now as I write this. Kinda feels like I'm just listing things.

3 weeks

Bentley is 3 weeks old today and I started the breast pump today!!! It went great :) I am so happy I got close to 4 ounces so I’m one happy mama :))))) Brian will be able to feed him finally and I can finally have some stress taken off of me because other people can feed my son… So WILL BE ABLE TO CELEBRATE MY 21st BIRTHDAY ON SUNDAY!!!!! My mom said she would watch Bentley overnight and it is much needed, I love my son but it will be nice to go out and celebrate without worrying about feeding my handsome little boy, and I will be able to drink for the first time in almost a year!!! Overall today is a good day. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders lol who knew pumping some breast milk could make you feel so happy. I just rocked my lil guy to sleep and my gosh is he adorable. :)


He looks like an angel @warshauerbrian 😍💤

He looks like an angel @warshauerbrian 😍💤


Love

Jul 14th at 2PM / 0 notes

I love everything about motherhood…. Except diaper changes.


Chillin with mah main #cutie @warshauerbrian


Starting a family wasn’t something I planned on doing in my early 20s. I haven’t even celebrated my 21st birthday yet. Having a baby is really hard and is a big change of lifestyle. My son is only 11 days old and I’m not going to lie it’s a hard adjusting to this new life. I am lucky to have Brian’s help . I love my son, which is what gets me through the tough transition from young crazy in love kids to full fledged parents. It saddens me a little that I was only with Brian for 2 months until I got pregnant, our one year anniversary is next month. We only had 2 months together of just us getting to know each other. Then we brought a child into the world. It’s a twisted little love story but it’s my story. Now that my hormones are slowly retreating I am finally feeling like myself again and Brian and I can get to know each other better with the “real me” being around. We just have to do it with a child as our number one priority. I’m not going to lie becoming a mother is very stressful for me, because it is really hard , I wonder if all mothers feel the way I do after bringing a child into the world. I feel guilty for having these thoughts, for feeling stressed and scared and a little sad at times. Shouldn’t a mother only feel happiness and love after having her baby? I think it’s selfish of me to have these thoughts. But don’t get me wrong. I love my son and Brian and my new little family. Coping with this huge change in my life seems to be a lot though. Maybe I should talk to someone.


Jul 9th at 11PM / 0 notes
Aww ❤️ @warshauerbrian #photoshoot #sneakpeek #newborn

Aww ❤️ @warshauerbrian #photoshoot #sneakpeek #newborn


It feels so good

Jul 8th at 12PM / 2 notes

It feels so good to have my body back and not be pregnant. My swelling is going down and I love that I can sleep and any position I want!!! Now I just gotta start working out in exactly 3 weeks! :) and I’m really happy that I don’t eat all the time like when I was pregnant. Ahhhh oh and the mommy life ain’t that bad either once you get adjusted and that seems to be comming along quite nicely :) and on top of that my love Brian is such a great daddy and is so helpful ❤️


Jul 7th at 8PM / 0 notes
Awwwe ❤️

Awwwe ❤️


Jul 7th at 6PM / 0 notes
Bentley naps, Brian plays his video games and I read my boom till I fall asleep zzzz @warshauerbrian #familytime

Bentley naps, Brian plays his video games and I read my boom till I fall asleep zzzz @warshauerbrian #familytime


Jul 6th at 8PM / 2 notes
One of the first few moments with my son❤️#labor #love #firstsight #purehappiness

One of the first few moments with my son❤️#labor #love #firstsight #purehappiness


Jul 6th at 1PM / 0 notes
That face😍 #melting #love #baby #handsomman @warshauerbrian

That face😍 #melting #love #baby #handsomman @warshauerbrian


My beautiful boy!! So calm and so peaceful ❤️❤️❤️ #babyboy @warshauerbrian

My beautiful boy!! So calm and so peaceful ❤️❤️❤️ #babyboy @warshauerbrian


Jul 1st at 1AM / 0 notes
❤️❤️ Bentley Sonin Warshauer  born 9:22 pm June 30th. Weighing   7 lbs 3oz and 20 1/2 inches long. He is such an angel and such a joy to our hearts. 14 hours of labor and only 3 pushes to get this adorable man into the world. The love I feel for him and Brian are indescribable. Shedding tears of joy. I have never been happier ❤️❤️ #love @warshauerbrian

❤️❤️ Bentley Sonin Warshauer born 9:22 pm June 30th. Weighing 7 lbs 3oz and 20 1/2 inches long. He is such an angel and such a joy to our hearts. 14 hours of labor and only 3 pushes to get this adorable man into the world. The love I feel for him and Brian are indescribable. Shedding tears of joy. I have never been happier ❤️❤️ #love @warshauerbrian


Ugh still awake. Can’t sleep knowing that our son will be here soon! Anyway can’t wait until painting the nursery is finished so I can put this lovely little stork in the room #anxious #nosleep #soclose #help #waiting #pregnant

Ugh still awake. Can’t sleep knowing that our son will be here soon! Anyway can’t wait until painting the nursery is finished so I can put this lovely little stork in the room #anxious #nosleep #soclose #help #waiting #pregnant


Jun 28th at 12AM / via: mama-b3arr / op: mama-b3arr / 49 notes

mama-b3arr:

Nothing sucks more than pregnancy insomnia. I literally only sleep maybe 3-4 hours a night, all I do is toss and turn.. ugh.

Ugh it’s terrible!! Especially ever since I found out I’m being induced Monday!!